I used to post everyday and then I got back from Alabama and everything just went from being managable to not being managable.

I worked for two weeks, everyday, and mostly doubles. I went out almost everynight and even if I didn't I got back from work late and was too tired to do anything.

And now I have two days off of work which are the days that I got to class for 5 hours and I work every other day. Plus two of my friends decided that they wernt going to hang out anymore so I have to divide my time between them. Which I'm starting to mind because Lynnette likes to do things later and Kim likes to do stuff before 10:00 but by the time I leave Kim I'm tired and don't feel like going out again. So I just need to say no to Kim sometimes because I am making Lynnette mad cause it seems like I am always ditching her.

Plus add on top of that I have homework and I am invovled with a man at the moment. Lynnette is the only one that knows about that and she is getting slightlly irratated because I want to be with this guy and she knows that I am not going to be hanging out with her as much as I was before and at the moment that really isn't a lot. I really hope she understand because I have wanted to be with him for some time now and it finally happened and I am happy and want to spend time with him and of course I am going to take any chance that I can to be with him.

And this is me just bitching about life. I won't even get into my little insercurties where this new invovlment is concerned. I am not calling it a realtionship because it's not and who knows if it ever will be. All I know is that I like spending time with this guy and for right now that is all that I got and it's good enough.

I seriously wish that I had more time during the day. I miss getting online and I have hardly talked to anyone in ages and I miss everyone. It was my little escape from reality and I could really use that at the moment but my reality is taking up every moment in life and it's daunting. I have a strange feeling that I am just going to collapse from over exerting myself and not really realizing it.